Sorry I haven't been active in a while, things haven't been so great over here. Had to say my final goodbye to my baby girl a few days ago. She had a problem with her eye that despite medication and constant care, got to the point where she'd have to have her eye removed. There was no saving it. I just couldn't put her through that pain especially at her age, so I had to make that hard decision.
(this was taken an hour or so before it happened)
We had a vet come to the house so that way her final moments wouldn't be full of fear at the vets. We wanted it to be as comfortable for her as possible. So she went peacefully surrounded by family that loved her, in her favorite spot, and in the sunlight (her favorite place to nap)
God, it's been rough. I constantly catch myself thinking she's here and every time reality settles in it just hurts. I miss her so much, it's so empty here without her.
I've been trying to force myself to draw to give myself some sort of distraction from these negative feelings. But I guess I need more time, I just have no motivation to do anything.